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節錄自justforsecret原文
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她提到，就在兩個多星期前，那個男生突然跟她說很怕傷害到她。但卻沒有進一步說明原因，當時那個男生只說隔天再聊。但一等就是三天，連一通電話也沒有。就在等的心慌意亂、魂不守舍時，終於在第四天接到了對方的電話。對方在電話那頭說，他的前女友要求復合的事，他這幾天一直在考慮這件事，所以無法馬上打電話給她，畢竟對前女友也曾有過刻骨銘心的感情。
她強忍自己心中等了許多天的痛苦，反而鼓勵他和前女友復合。
其實那個男生提起前女友復合的事，已經不是第一次了。早在他要求給他一次機會交往看看之前就有提過，只是她故意忽略，而男生也沒有解決的意思，於是一次錯誤的邂逅就這樣釀成一段令她困擾且無助的感情。
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