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作者shengeih
真的很複雜的關係.
我現在有女友,但已經沒有感覺!因為我先遇見她,然後再遇到我女友.
我女友很聽話,也很好....但真的沒有戀愛的感覺.
跟她,有那種戀愛的感覺,雖然不知道她有沒有.昨天冒雨拿課本給她,順道去咖啡店買了蛋糕和牛奶給她吃,也給他我昨天去 7-11 然後拿到的 kitty 隱藏版.
我看她的時候,我會害羞.心跳加快...
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和她看起來是像初戀的感覺，冒昧問一下她是不是年紀比你大？或者說她感覺比你成熟？
我比較不解的是那句："這跟我失去媽媽是一樣的感覺......"
會不會是你的感情給她的壓力太大了？是一種無法承受的依賴？
不過這都是我猜的，看那位有經驗的大大來講一下。
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